PoisonGirl2284

Up... That's where things are looking. Life couldn't be better. Happy, in love.

If we emptied the ocean, I could re-fill it with tears. You've given me enough misery to last 10,000 years. Every time I am near you another piece of my soul dies. All I see when I look at you now is 10,000 lies. The heartache you have caused will surely be the end of me destroying what's left of the person I was, a person worth loving. I don't think I deserved any of this pain. I'd take you back in a heartbeat, If I thought things would change. I'm constantly looking at my phone I don't know why I am still hoping you will call. I know I am all alone and my back is against the wall. I had to have you for myself, or not have you a

The days seem darker since you took your love from me Depression and despair are unrelentingly consuming Lost in my thoughts beneath my willow tree. I don't know how to move on from this I don't know how I will cope The future seems bleak and I have lost all hope. I had lost myself, I was lost in you. Now I have to fight my way back I've never been good at that.

I love you with all my heart and soul but you still dwell on her. Four years after she broke your heart and after spending over a year "in love" with me you still can't let her go. I'm wondering if love is really bullshit. Do I mean nothing to you? You get all depressed and shut me out Don't let me know what your moods are all about is it because you know the truth will hurt me? Do you not trust me enough to let me in... The way you let HER into your heart? Tell me now, Do I mean nothing to you? You seem to pull away from me at times Like you don't even want to be with me at all You try to hide it when I ask what's wrong But

Blocked out, locked out, left in the dark. This is agony, it is destroying me, tearing me apart. Open yourself to me. Let me see your heart. It's difficult to realize what is real When you won't even tell me how you really feel. why hide yourself from me? The tears I've cried on my pillow at night could fill up an ocean. I hate it when we fight. Nothing gets solved when we sweep our problems under the rug. We pretend they never existed Until they resurface. I thought the thing between us was something different than it turned out to be. Instead of a future I thought you wanted It was the past you were longing for the whole t

The midnight sky kisses lightly upon my skin I can still smell your cologne; I inhale deeply to take you in. I am enveloped in your love. How I long to reach out and hold you, oh, how I desire to be in your arms. My love, My darling. I miss you like the desert misses the rain. I know I shouldn't be missing you so soon... especially because you have just gone to the next room.

Entwined like tangled roots my heartstrings strain to reach the surface So that the sunlight of your love may reach them. A desperation, a hunger, a basic need of all living things. My heart clings to life, to the warmth of the sunlight. Withdrawn, alone in a forest. There are others near, but none that will suffice. The canopy of leaves from all the others around keep me from feeling the sunlight upon my face. I look at my dirty hands and wonder if I'm worth it. If I am worth the sunlight I crave. Scratching and clawing from the darkest part of the earth Like a wounded unicorn the scene is sad to behold. The depths of this darknes

I'm not sure where this journey called life will take me. It's a frightening realization. I'm lost. I have no 'life GPS' to guide me, to tell me which way I should go. One path leads to opportunity, while the other might be a dead end down the road. The problem is, from where I stand, I can't tell which is which. Neither path is very clear, and neither path is certain. Everything is upside-down sometimes and words are only jumbles in my mind. I can't access my rational thoughts which would normally make the choice very clear. I want to make the best choices, but when faced with a fork in the road, How can I tell which is the pa